JoeyMoggie

I’m by myself this weekend. Colin is going to the PSP World Cup Paintball Championships in Orlando Florida.

I’m not a huge fan of being all by myself. . . .I got thinking about my time in England, and how for the first while I felt very lonely and isolated. I had no family, no friends.

I remember once going to London for the day to sight-see, and going to Leicester Square and eating at ‘Angus Steakhouse’ by myself. I sat with my back to the restaurant patrons. I felt their eyes, and perhaps a few whispers.

It was a hollow and empty experience. . . .I get almost a rattling in the pit of my stomach just thinking about it.

Since Colin isn’t here, I won’t sit at the table. A table should never be for one.

I miss you Colin.